Its been awhile since I've written, honestly I just haven't had the time! I HAVE had the motivation tho as I've conjured up several things to write about but haven't put down my thoughts just yet.
Thank god it's a New Year! March 1st is tomorrow, Wow! The past 5 months have flown by due to my new bar tending job and M-F at CPA office. It's my 4th year there and every year I've been given a raise which is great! It's actually a dream job for me! I've always wanted to work in an office and this one is perfect. Greeting customers, answering calls, filing, photo copying; it's all busy work but very helpful to all the accountants in the office. Also its only from mid Feb to mid April, just enough time to not get sick of it!
I can't wait to get back in the gardens! I just wrote an article for Cape women online magazine about springtime, it will be published April 15th:)
Returning to a functional life after heartbreak took some time but I'm getting there. I thought I'd be able to move along without fear everyday but it's been hard. Fresh out of a 10 year relationship and owning a 6 year old black lab together, it's been tough. I miss everything, I miss the thought of happily ever after. But in the end who do you really have? No one but yourself... I've realized this and am enjoying my independence and strength it's given me. I feel alive again....finally. This is more of a journal entry rather than one of my usual posts about nature but it is much needed to get some of these thoughts down. Stay true to yourself as I'm now learning to do.
